rainy days and sundays always lift me up

yesterday was a hoooot day! it was scorching! and so humid! and then the clock striked at around 6:10pm. then came the heavy rain. yahoooo!!!

i was helping preparing the dinner when the rain came. it rained hard and i was feeling hot that i had the urge to go out and bathe in the rain. so i gave in to my childish want. i went straight to the terrace and embraced the summer rain! ahhhh...suuuper sarap! parang malaking shower! i wanted to invite sissy so i would have a company soaking in the rain. but then, i was kinda worried too that she might catch a cold. so i dismissed the thought. and so she just offered to take pics of me! haha!

i laughed, danced, sang and showered in the rain! literally. sarap!!!

thank God for yesterday's rain. i hope that it always rains on weekends....so i can give myself away into it. except of course on days when i have "lakads".

rain, rain, rain on me!!!

dear heart (1st)

i've long thought of writing about matters of the heart....my heart -- what it says, what it whispers, what it longs, what it feels, what it thinks (as if it ever thinks! haha) and other things that a heart is capable of. dear heart. that would be an appropriate title for this..."series"...'coz i know there'll be mooore "dear heart's" to come. reminds me of the sharon-and-gabby movie. anyways, here's my first post of "dear heart".

dear heart,

hi. i know you've been really, really silent for a long, long time. there are times though that i feel you beating loud. but it doesn't last long. some take days, or even months, but never a year. i guess you just came to a point where you easily get tired of things...easily fed up. i guess nothing really lasts forever. errrr, on second thought, maybe some do last for some...but not for you. you think, too?

i just find it quite funny how people around you kind of "sell" you. you're unattached, i know. but i do know, too, that you don't wanna be "sold". we both enjoy being free. you can do anything you want, date whoever you want (and even those you don't really want) without getting emotionally involved. and that is soooo safe. that way you get to enjoy every moment without getting yourself hurt....or getting ourselves hurt. so, so safe, right?

the spinster word used to scare me a lot. but not anymore. ahhhh, boy, i love this freedom! and boy am i thankful that at least you're cooperating, huh! oh, dear heart, thank you for your silence. *mwahugs to you!*

sincerely yours,
jing