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after yesterday, i realized that i haven't completely gotten 'round yet to....doing it. but i would like to think that i'm getting there. hoping against hope that i can.
"sa panaginip na lng pala kita maisasayaw....."
and after yesterday, i got the above and the following pics after doing a li'l photography using just my camphone. it may haven't captured much but good photography, after all, isn't really about capturing the perfect scenery through the lens of a top-of-the-line cam, ayt? actually it's the other way around. it's all about how the picture captures the heart of the viewer....how it converses with him. anyways, my subject for this urge to shot? some kids out in the street, my cousin, sissy and me.
apparently, the professional camera that i'm dreaming to have, i have yet to save enough to finance it. :( hopefully this year. hopefully.
the dreams that i will never achieve...the "sky" that i will never reach :(
- owning a Leica M-series camera
- to travel the world
- to have a biological brother
- be a popular professional singer (or be just a plain good singer)
- to be a fashion/ramp model
- have not just enough but lots and lots and lotsa $$$ (!!!)
- have the body akin to Charlize Theron and the lips like Alicia Silverstone's
- be an actress, a good actress
- to fly like a bird, soooo up and awaaay and to be so freeee!!! ayus! eenjoyin ko ang sky...ang lamig ng hangin sa gabi, ang kagandahan ng paligid sa umaga. pupunta ko sa lugar na gusto kong puntahan, lilibot, lilipad, nanamnamin ang pagdampi ng hangin sa king katawan. ahhhhhh....sarap! (wag lng sana kong tamaan ng tirador! haha)
"
nais kong lumipad
tulad ng agila
at lumutang-lutang
sa hangin
magkaroon ng pugad
sa puso ng kagubatan
ngunit ito ay panaginip lang
at maaaring di matupad.." -- joey ayala
calling the wind of change.....pls blow in my direction. pliiiiiis!
whatever happened to the country's most prestigious beauty AND brain pa
geant? i am not a gramatically perfect person myself, i don't wanna criticize, i understand what this pageant does to the nervous system, but just the same, i am just any other person that loves to laugh. :D oye, i always laugh at myself too, if that helps. :D
anyways, here's the Q&A portion of the crowned Bb. Pilipinas World '08 herself.....
(sidenote: a good laugh at someone's expense is not good at all. then again, there is also the word "but," isn't it? i know i will be traveling on a guilty trip after by posting this, BUT.....)
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Paolo Bediones: Janina, how are you?
Janina San Miguel: I’m fine.
Paolo Bediones: Alright, so you won two of the major awards - Best in Long Gown, Best in Swimsuit, do you feel any pressure right now?
Janina San Miguel: No, I don’t feel any pressure right now. *smiles*
Paolo Bediones: Confident! Alright! Please choose a name of the judge.
Paolo Bediones: We have Miss Vivienne Tan.
Vivienne Tan: Good Evening.
Janina San Miguel: Good Evening.
Vivienne Tan: The question is, what role did your family play to you as candidate to Binibining Pilinas?
Janina San Miguel: Well, my family’s role for me is so important b’coz there was the wa- they’re, they was the one who’s… very… Hahahaha… Oh I’m so sorry, Ahhmm… My pamily… My family… Oh my god… I’m… Ok, I’m so sorry… I… I told you that I’m so confident… Eto, Ahhmm, Wait… Hahahaha, Ahmmm, Sorry guys because this was really my first pageant ever b’coz I’m only 17 years old and ahahaha I, I did not expect that I came from, I came from one of the taft 10. Hmmm, so… but I said that my family is the most important persons in my life. Thank you.
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my say? i guess they have this (sense of) humor factor which eats up the 70% of the criteria? hehehe. omg, i'm so sorry....flease porgive me. lol. no offense. :D
i just wonder why some people just can't give more or extend compassion on persons we consider special. not the "special" in terms of heart matters but the "special" as in special child. i mean, why do some people get easily irritated by the "special" ones when the latter make a fuss over some petty thing, when they overreact on certain issues, when they misunderstand what we said, when they commit some mistakes due to misunderstanding. don't they more deserve further explaining than giving them a cold shoulder or a roll-of-the-eyes expression?why can't some people see that they are so blessed they didn't turn out to be "special" and that the least they can do is to treat those that are with extra patience, extra compassion, extra love, extra everything? that we are to treat them specially because they deserve it, they need it, they crave for it. why.can't.they? sigh.there are a lot of things we've taken for granted, a lot of blessings we cannot see. i guess all we need is just to open up our eyes more to see more. and then widen up our minds to learn to appreciate and value when we see one.
i so love how the morning went this day. it's one of those fine mornings that make me smile and deeply breathe the air. the breeze was cool. the sky was filled with patches of clouds which were highlighted by the sun...and the way the clouds absorbed the semi-brightness of the sun was just perfect enough, making them look like luminous patches of white objects scattered across the light blue sky. oh God, You definitely made this morning just perfect. i wonder if there were also other people who appreciated what i was enjoying on my way to work this morning. there's something in that setup that told me that this is going to be a one fine day, if not a perfect one. i dunnoh if it's just an intuitive feeling or if it’s the nature’s way of whispering this thought to me. anyways, arriving at the office, i found a pair of white sunglasses sitting on my desk. wow, wow, wow! it didn't actually come as a surprise though since i had asked ate ana, my officemate, to buy me one since she was going to bangkok. but i also told her to not exert much effort and invest time if she couldn’t find one that fits my description. so i wasn’t expecting, just merely hoping. so i was overwhelmed finding it on my desk. thanks so much, ate ana! mwahz! 
(the one at the back wearing a pair of spectacles is ate ana herself. the shades is her pasalubong na to me. she didn’t let me pay it! yaaaaay!!!)one fine morning. i hope that the rest of the day will turn out to be fine as well. ahhhhh, i love this day! :) pahabol:i just had a call from my SC. still turns me on. dang! and after putting down the receiver i unconsciously sang this line: “i was dying inside to hold you. i couldn’t believe what i felt for you. dying inside, i was dying inside. well, i couldn’t bring myself to touch you.” oh yeah, i soooo love this day! :) TSUP! :*
