ooppsss, i did it again!

bathing and playing in the rain, that is. since Phil. Independence fell on a Sat this year, the non-working day was moved to Mon, June 14. it isn't like everyday that i get the chance to bathe in the rain so when the chance knocked, i grabbed it. :D

the sweetest lie

i had dreamed of, so far, the most impossible dream last night. and it was, by far, the bittersweetest. it was, by far, the sweetest lie.

fragments:
"ate mo ang the best," said to the youngest sis, with tears in his eyes
"remember the time when i laid my head on your lap and told you that i would love you forever? totoo yun."
"september 13, 2010" (--> what's this? so out-of-period! weird.)

ha! dreams. don't you sometimes hate their inconsistencies?...their contradictions with reality?...their weirdness?

don't make me dream like that again. please. don't make me hopeful, even a bit, that the dream could be true. please.

ym status batch 1

i love blogging. but time has been ungenerous for the past year and so, much as i wanted to write, i don't have enough time. and so, my rantings and thoughts were shortened to just one to three liners and were posted to my mini blog called ym status. hehe. can't remember anymore the many status i was in before but here are some of those that i can recall. written from recent to past.

june 4, 2010: haist, bat ba naman kase napabilang pa ko sa listahan na yun. why, was i that bad to be in the list? do i deserve it??? grrr.

may 18, 2010: tsk..tsk..tsk..too bad that the world is so full of lazy people. if only people are paid for what they are really worth or rather, by the amount of work they do, guess everyone will be embracing their own load. too bad life isn't that fair. tsk..tsk..

may 11, 2010: nakakapanghinayang lng. ewan ko nga ba. parang we let the chance for a better Phils. pass.

feb. 18, 2010: gimme 3 VERY good reasons to...hang on. 'coz know what? i don't want to anymore.

jan. 15, 2010: take a deep breath. take it all lightly. and smile. *sigh* fool yourself if you must.

nov. 11, 2010: life, nowadays, is switching from one channel to another channel i can't understand a single demn thing! good luck!

well, that's just it...as far as i can remember. anyway, i'll be noting all the ym stats from today onwards so i could post them down here. so there. the bits and pieces of me for the many months that passed.