"keep the change"

this morning, i boarded a jeep that has this uber dugyot kundoktor. eow kung eow! normally kase umuupo ako sa likod ng kundoktor. yun yung lagi kong pwesto. kaya lng pag-upung-upo ko kanina e ayan na. andyan na ung buga ng yosi smoke that i uber hate! so i gave up my fave spot and transferred to the driver's side na mejo malayo sa driver kase maaabot pa rin ako ng usok dun. so nakasimangot akong nakatingin sa kundoktor. and then i saw his eowness.

eto ang estima ko. he looks that he's in his mid-sixties but he's only prolly in his late fifties. dahil mukha syang mabisyong tao kaya naisip ko yun. anyone who has a lotta vices would look older than their age, di ba? going back to describing him....maitim, mukhang 2 days nang hindi naliligo, madumi kuko. pero ok lng yung ganun eh. mate-take ko pa din un for a kundoktor. pero tsong, ung pagblow nya ng nose nya for how many times using his bare hands na parang papaliparin na lng sa hangin kng anuman ung lumabas....ung pag-spit nya outside, tas pag-blow nya uli....ay $*&@#*&%$!!!!! that is precisely something i couldn't take!!!! eeeeeekkk!!!! so while looking at him and seeing his kadiri way, i muttered "EOW" *sabay iling* under my breath.

and i said to myself that no matter what happens, as in NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, hinding-hinding-hinde ako mag-aabot ng sukling ibibigay nya sa mga pasahero. keber ko kng magalit ang sinumang magalit. eow eh!!! and buti na lng e meron akong exact coins for my fare, dahil kng wala at susuklian nya ko, i surely would say, "keep the (friggin') change."

rainy days and sundays always lift me up

yesterday was a hoooot day! it was scorching! and so humid! and then the clock striked at around 6:10pm. then came the heavy rain. yahoooo!!!

i was helping preparing the dinner when the rain came. it rained hard and i was feeling hot that i had the urge to go out and bathe in the rain. so i gave in to my childish want. i went straight to the terrace and embraced the summer rain! ahhhh...suuuper sarap! parang malaking shower! i wanted to invite sissy so i would have a company soaking in the rain. but then, i was kinda worried too that she might catch a cold. so i dismissed the thought. and so she just offered to take pics of me! haha!

i laughed, danced, sang and showered in the rain! literally. sarap!!!

thank God for yesterday's rain. i hope that it always rains on weekends....so i can give myself away into it. except of course on days when i have "lakads".

rain, rain, rain on me!!!

dear heart (1st)

i've long thought of writing about matters of the heart....my heart -- what it says, what it whispers, what it longs, what it feels, what it thinks (as if it ever thinks! haha) and other things that a heart is capable of. dear heart. that would be an appropriate title for this..."series"...'coz i know there'll be mooore "dear heart's" to come. reminds me of the sharon-and-gabby movie. anyways, here's my first post of "dear heart".

dear heart,

hi. i know you've been really, really silent for a long, long time. there are times though that i feel you beating loud. but it doesn't last long. some take days, or even months, but never a year. i guess you just came to a point where you easily get tired of things...easily fed up. i guess nothing really lasts forever. errrr, on second thought, maybe some do last for some...but not for you. you think, too?

i just find it quite funny how people around you kind of "sell" you. you're unattached, i know. but i do know, too, that you don't wanna be "sold". we both enjoy being free. you can do anything you want, date whoever you want (and even those you don't really want) without getting emotionally involved. and that is soooo safe. that way you get to enjoy every moment without getting yourself hurt....or getting ourselves hurt. so, so safe, right?

the spinster word used to scare me a lot. but not anymore. ahhhh, boy, i love this freedom! and boy am i thankful that at least you're cooperating, huh! oh, dear heart, thank you for your silence. *mwahugs to you!*

sincerely yours,
jing

b.o.r.e.d.

i'm glad that boredom doesn't kill a person. for if it does, i'm dead now. totally dead.

in our field of work, or any office work i think, there are times that you would wish that you could just chop yourself in order to get all those work done. toxic, that's the term. and there are also moments that you do not have anything to do at all. the term now is petiks.

so petiks i currently am. and it just sucks that my "diversions" are all blocked! no facebook, no friendster, no multiply. haaaay. demmit. it's just well that blogspot is not blocked. yet. i dunnoh if our IT has a plan of blocking it in the future. god forbid.

i admit that i miss blogging. it's just that now, i'm not in the mood to blog. there are a lot of times though that i really want to blog but i just didn't have time. napaka-wrong timing din naman kse!

hay. so now, i'm just ranting. pissed that the "diversions" are blocked. bored. don't have anything to really say or blog at all. screw 'em!

haha! baaad.

4 months recapped

oooohhh, i miss my blog. and i so missed blogging! what's it been? 3 months? 4 months? ah, 4 months! 4 months of silence. either i was so busy i couldn't write or i just want to keep some things to myself. anyways, here's a recap of the past months. the highlights, at random order.

oct 08:
- the date

nov 08:
- visited the remains of lg's mom at heaven's gate
- ar's bday
- zellie's package (was it in this month?)
- whiling away time in antipolo with my, of course, new antipolo buddy
- started harvesting the fruit of my hardwork (or my PA) *wink-wink*
- a couple of movies with lg: my only u (hihi) and twilight

dec 08:
- ICS' Christmas Party at Crowne Plaza (again!!!)
- the 4th of nov 08 (again) with the same person
- oh, the SAGADA adventuuuuuuure!!!! (i so heart this!!!! will do a separate blog for this)
- daddy-o's (whom i fondly call popsie-cle now) bday
- the overnight (my gosh)
- the BEST gift, which comes from an unexpected person (yahoooooo!!!! this made my Christmas, materially speaking. gimme five!)
- meeting with my solite friendly friends at this italian-but-owned-by-a-pinoy resto (sarap dito! i should remember its name! dang.)
- a disappointing Iskul Bukol
- Sanuk been introduced to me. it was really a love at first sight. oh, love at first feel is better. ( i will have one, i feel.)
- earned another...."fan" (?) hehe. only from the same sex. (oh.my.gulay!)

early jan 09:
- cleaned up the "forest" that has grown in front of our house (oh mehn, this was such a manly job! i tell you. but i did it. i even scrubbed the walls!!! whew!)
- painted some part of the terrace white (another manly job. and it left me "bagsak")
- jan celebrators' bday treat at G-squared (again), Dampa Ortigas
- Pier One after the above, with an unwanted and unwelcomed company. hihihi. (baaaad)