missing me

oh my. i used to be a blogger. i mean, a certified blogger that updates constantly. just writing about everything and anything. even the mundane details and things that really don't matter. now what? i can't even write about the major events and important things that are supposed to be noted. my drafts are slowly piling up. when will they be published? or will they ever be? the busyness is not really the issue. it's about my writing skills. i'm not that good at all a writer but the one that i have has somehow ebbed. and it saddens me. coz i've always wanted to write. it's one of my favorite outlet. sigh.

i miss the jing of the "The Sands of Time (Part I)". i miss the flow of thoughts, the way of writing, the passion, the heart. where is she now? seems like there's not a single trace of her here. maybe it has something to do with the site? maybe she's more at home with the first one? the place where she was born? so maybe she left her heart there? i don't know. i really don't know. and i just wish that i know. i'm starting to sound crazy here and i'm not sure if anyone feels me.

oh god. i really miss the way i write before..... :( whatever happened???